一边哀悼，一边漠然

最近被打击的很厉害，周三的时候接连遭受两位老师的打击，然后周四整天昏昏沉沉的根本不知道自己在做什么，很多事情都是乱七八糟的。
周五的时候自信大概降到了最低点，什么事情都做不好的感觉，心理慌乱的很，食之无味，活着很郁闷。
还好那天晚上和学长聊了聊，开解了我许多烦恼，也让我更加有信心的面对自己的生活，承担自己的命运，不再颓废着祈求上天的怜悯。
我想这样才是对的，我不应该一味的逃避什么，而应该勇敢的面对挫折，珍惜自己的机会，然后好好的把握好生活的节奏。
最近有些过于疲惫，很累，很苦恼。还好生活总是在多多少少眷顾我的，没有更多的折磨我。也许，这也是唯一可以庆幸的一点吧。
昨天晚上上课的时候几个同学闹着要我开个小讲座，但是人贵有自知之明，我能讲什么呢？就算是去忽悠大一大二的小孩儿们，也不好。大二的时候曾经很自信的给大一的孩子们讲了一场讲座，反响也不错，但是那个是熟的不能再熟的东西，颠来倒去都不会出错的。现在让我讲经济学，自己还都是个稚嫩的学生，怎么敢去误导他人？再说刚刚听完学长的讲座，尚处于滔滔敬仰之中，怎么敢妄自菲薄的再去卖弄一场？也没有可以拿得出手的文章去讲一讲，我还是不丢这个人了。继续沉静的做一点自己该做的事情吧，而不是浮躁的什么都去喜欢。
好久没在后花园写东西了，可能由于登录速度比较慢的缘故，很多时候懒得来这里。不过还是这里安静一些。最近在感慨经济学对于现实的解释力是多么的欠缺，也在感慨很多人为了写文章而写文章。我还是坚持从自己的兴趣出发，手里握着一堆可以写的东西一方面是没时间写，另一方面也是怕自己现在的积累太少糟蹋了这些题目，甚至误导他人。所以还是乖乖的坐在这里，好好的学习，而不是激进的去写什么论文。没关系，脸皮厚的很，不怕被老师打击——换言之，有老师肯打击我，确实也是一件很好的事情。

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